To Be A Perfect Son...

Please let me indulge you for a moment and what I am about to say can be misunderstood as being self pity or my way of identifying my weaknesses as a human being in addition to relieving my mental stress.

If God granted me an only son, it would be you "my perfect son." You know who you are without naming you. You did not choose me. I choose you. I will never let you down and will try to lift you up. Your life have been a turning point in my personal life. And I am sorry not in yours my perfect son. I will forever be burden with this so please forgive me my perfect son. I can only live off of my memories, dreams and hopes because the future looks cloudy and time is precious . To my perfect son you know who you are.